Hello dear tumblr!
For everything’s sake, I need to spill everything out of my head like… right now. Tumblr seems to be the safest place I can go to.
Something is definitely wrong with me. I’m getting nervous almost all the time, having a very weird sensation in my tummy (almost butterflies), losing my passion to eat anything (I even skipped lunch), and over all, get confused. This feeling is strange and indescribable. I can’t even find one suitable word to describe it. It feels like… falling in love but in a wrong way. Pertanyaannya; SAMA SIAPAAAA???
Seriously, I hate this. I remember clearly how it feels to fall in love. It’s like, you know, something bad (or big) is going to happen soon. I’m not afraid, I feel insecure. And random. I have to get over this absurd feeling as soon as possible but it’s just so hard. I think about it during school time. Even, it was the FIRST thing that came to my mind when I woke up this morning. Feel so haunted.
I have some speculations which I hope are wrong. I mean, I don’t know what I’m gonna do if my feelings were right. *Deep breathing, sighing* That’s all I can spill. Writing is a therapy for me, so… yeah, time to study.
